Been some time

For this blog anyway.

But i dont have much to write thats not negative right now and i dont want to taint another blog with stupid negaivity.

I want to stop being broke and for good things to not keep getting overshadowed with bad.

When will all that good karma and such come around for me? I dont know, but i hope its soon.

Id like to run. Run to where i know is good and i can be surrounded by the positive and the positive people i know and love.

Lets go. Asap. :)
Take me there.

Irony....haha

Somewhere down in fullerton...

So my last post was supposed to be a lot longer but for some reason it didnt send the whole thing. Either time.

Maybe i just need a shorter one...

Right now, my throats kinda funky and my voice is a bit whack. Im guessing its from singing/screaming at disneyland friday and saturday. Then mixed with kickin back vodka sours last night. Yeah, its four shades of sexy ;)

So much fun has gone down. And more to come. I still need to figure out how and when im going to see hek at hb tattoo too. And ive got hang time with the mike tomorrow.

Thursday is fast approaching and im not ready to leave yet. :(

Up up and away! (it cut off last parts)

I get picked up, we drop by his house to leave my stuff there while we went to lunch. But got caught up in watching hilarious youtube videos for a bit

Up up and away!

So. My plane was to leave at 6.48 a today from okc.
Well, i wake up at 5. Freak out and throw on my clothes after i wake my mom up.

We get in the car, i put on enough makeup so i dont scare ppl. And she drops me off on the curbside. I go get checked in and sit at my gate.

Im on of the first to board because of that whole first class thing. Haha. Which was pretty nice. Got diet coke before the plane even taxied.

And leg room. Haha. I kept forgetting i could stretch em out.

Got to denver. Found my gate. Then went to look for food bc i was hungryyyyyy. Found a place called Cantina which is pretty much like Chipotle. With the giant burritos. Mmm

Boarded my plane headed for sna. I feel like i got some "looks" from ppl that saw me in first class. The kind that were like i shouldnt be there. Dont hate on me, Shatner did it!

We got bfast on this flight too. Which was a spinach & artichoke omelette, some fruit, a large croissant, oj, 4 little boiled potatoes and 2 sausage-like things i took off my plate.

And, enough diet coke on these flights to drown in haha.

I got to sna. Called luis while en route to baggage claim. He was on his way.

I get picked up, we drop by his house to leave my stuff there while we went to lunch. But got caught up in watching hilarious youtube videos for a bit

snazzy

So, today i got a loan and came to my aunts to use het internet so i could purchase plane tickets.

They were a bit more expensive than id seen before, but for being a week until i leave, its a good deal. I used priceline and laughed at the poses shatner was doing.

Somehow too, my flight from here to cali is first class. Holla.

I still need to figure out deets like disney and places to stay. Ill be at liesas on the disney dates but not so sure on the others.

And a hero shout to mr. Klemm, who is great but everyone knows that. ;)

I have to go put petrol in my moms car so ill hit this up latah.

Enjoy the pic, it was at hudsons pub with larrys shades on haha

Im slow lately

Im not doorgreeting anymore, ive been moved to bakery. So now i deco cakes and the like instead of wanting to collapse from heat and boredom.

Im still waiting on proper fundage for the cali trip. Not sure how dland may work yet but ill figure something out. At least i better.

I need to finish a portrait im ding for hek. Im kinda running out of time, but i also have been occupied with some other things hehe.

Gotta jet but update soon. Esp for cali. mwuhahaha

Double-o posting...

Haha.

So im at work but typing in secret bc im not on break or lunch yet. But oh well.

So, wednesday i finally met Larry in person. We shot pool at Slick Willies. It was fun.

My tooth is giving me issues still. I really need to go get it looked at. It sucks when i drink something cold. I think ill go weds on my day off. Itll be the first time to use my dental ins from walmart.

I got a job offer from target for their back room. Now while there are plenty of pros and not many cons to switching. They want to give me a dollar less in pay than what i make now. Thats roughly 160$ id be out a month. I cant do that with the bills and such i have now. Its difficult with the pay i make now, be much worse with that much less.

Last night after work i met Larry at the mall and we went and ate...fast. Bc we had to hurry for our movie. Saw Tropic Thunder. Pretty fuckin funny i say. After that we went to a Slick Willies and shot some pool and had a couple drinks. Had a great time.

I better end this before people think ive run off or something. No need for me to get in trouble haha.

Eh?

.........

Guamish love

This morning i got a sweet box in the mail from my bestest friend Gabby! She sent it from Guam. And hot damn did it come with some sweet ass stuff!

Birthday card, garlic nuts, meneki neko (lucky cat) change tin, panda air freshener, 2 panda air fresh gels, dried mangoes AND!!! A mother freakin shark bottle opener. Almost shit myself.

Im going to get some sweet stuff compiled together to send to her. Hopefully it will be as awesomely rad :)

Guamish love

This morning i got a sweet box in the mail from my bestest friend Gabby! She sent it from Guam. And hot damn did it come with some sweet ass stuff!

Birthday card, garlic nuts, meneki neko (lucky cat) change tin, panda air freshener, 2 panda air fresh gels, dried mangoes AND!!! A mother freakin shark bottle opener. Almost shit myself.

Im going to get some sweet stuff compiled together to send to her. Hopefully it will be as awesomely rad :)

updizzle

So, for the past few days ive been drawing and sketching or painting nonstop. Its oddly crazy but good. Havent been this productive drawing wise is a long time.

I found a site that listed plane tickets for the possible cali trip for $250. Hopefully they stay there and that low until i get enough to buy them. My mileage check needs to come to me stat. I need t call and see what the status is on it.

Because id like to buy the plane tix now or asap and then figure out the disney pass end of it later bc theyre not going anywhere.

I have hopes this will work out.

Im supposed to meet Larry today. Which shall be fun. Maybe go to his show tomorrow night. But not too solid on that.

There are more reasons now that i really need this cali trip to work. Not only for friends, the disney shows and etc. But if i draw/paint a pic for Hek (HB tattoo artist) and frame it, he said hed trade that for a small tattoo. And klemm told me that hed go with me to disneyland during the day so we could ride rides and such. Im determined to shatter my current dland record of 2 rides haha.

And. Theres been talk of rockin an old school sleepover which sounds hilariously fun! And id like to go to a beach bonfire. Ive never been to one and they sound so awesome. Oh. And swimming! Omg.

Okay. Im going to go for now but try to updizzle this thing much more than i have haha. Word.

Artsy fartsy

So the pair of dark blue slip ons ive had since about surgery...i finally got so bored of them being plain that i painted on them today.

I first was going to paint them white and add zebra stripes. Then i thought of puttng tattoo style art on em.

Huzzah.

The backs are going to have leopard print eventually ;)

Stunnah shuttahs

Yeah. These rule. And you can actually see out of them pretty decent. I think im going to try to get away wearing them at work tomorrow. lol

Blah blah blah

So i havent done much updating because there really isnt much too blag worthy around here lately. Wish i could have had my phone email working during the road trip/sl stint. That would have made for an interesting post or tw haha.

I did join twitter a while back though. Which is pretty nifty. Im following ms. Rosi, ms. Mimi and dan. And have 4 followers it seems. 2 of which i dnt know but i guess my 'twits' are interesting enough for them.

Yay, just got a call from liesa. Who's at disneyland rockin it to the fellas. I heard "let's be friends' part of it. But got to hear the speaking part which i love.

Oh SILVER BULLET! ;)

Wish i could be there in person though. I miss cali so dearly its ridiculous. That and the people in it. I also miss 'tour'. Id love to be on a tour tour but for now its just the laren version of tour. Haha. One day i hope that changes to actually touring.

Dough-not...

So, even the packaged doughnuts are unhappy at walmart.

Oops...

Forgot the freaking pics! hahaha

Recons!

Goldfinger tee was a sz Large.

Social Distortion was about the same...maybe medium.

Resized them both to a nice Laren fit. Sleeves too.

And the skeleton is back of social d tee. I couldnt snap a pic of it with my phone while wearing it....very tough.

Not too much creating really. But it was good to get into a crafting swing. :)

Im thinking of maybe slashing the necklines or something later. Make it more interesting and crafty than a plain tee...

Sizzlin'

So, i heard that our temp wasnt going to be below 101 until after tues. Thats my whole work week. And im there the prime hours of sun exposure. 11 a.m. - 8 p.m.

I threw up yesterday because i got so overheated. The water that came with it was still kinda cold. At least it felt that way.

I go to the doctor on the 13th and maybe ill get released, at least from therapy. But if i get released from therapy id think id get out altogether.

Got klemms belt buckle today! And will ship it to him monda. And liesa said shes going to send out my poster monday or tuesday. Im soooo stoked to get it!

I think that may be it for now.

Except that i woke up too early on not enough sleep today to take my brother to work. I dnt want to get up that early ever except if it has to do with tour or continental breakfast and i didnt get no eggs or pancakes.

Ok. Now im done for now. haha

Diet?

Im getting into the thought of maybe purchasing a pair of shoes to run/exercise in. Id like to start up some sort of work out regime.

Chucks and slip ons are not for exercise. At least not a lot of it. Esp any of my rockin shoes. Theyre rad but suck to work out in.

Sent off liesas package today. Stoked for her to get it. And super stoked to get the poster shes sending me. Wonder what mike and klemm 'personalized' it with hahaha.

Ok. Its 2 and i need sleep. Maybe ill try to actually eat something for breakfast in the a.m. But....i doubt it haha.

Later.

At least i want to start eating better.

melting

So, its about 102-108 degrees out right now. And lately. I know i work at hell but this is ridiculous!

Im fucking melting!

At phys therapy on the tv it said it was 58 in san diego and 78 in L.A. Yet another reason i should be there and not here.

Oh man. I may collapse from heat by the end of the day. Im drinking so much water that i can, and have to pee every hour it seems.

Heres to hoping i dont melt and they have to scrape me off the pavement like a fried egg...

thought

I think im beginning to actually like my middle name. Although common it is a good name and fits well with my first name.

And it also doesnt hirt that a certain guy said it was beautiful... :)

Chugga chug...toot toot!

I think its grown about high time for some moving forward.

My shoulder has gotten so much better. My physical therapist thinks ill probably be discharged (at least from therapy) by my next dr visit. Which is the 12th.

Im thinking that when all this crap settles and such, that i may just make that leap out to cali.

Given, i will miss my mom and a handful of others but i think it will be good for me. Not sure what id do job wise, but i dont plan on it being walmart. Ugh.

Im tired and this guy my bro is friends with is crashing on the couch. Not really a problem except his fucking snoring is loud and annoying and i can hear it through closed door.

Just think.
Me.
Living in orange county.
Not visiting.
Living.
Yeah, i smiled real big too.

HOOTERS!!!

So. I had a kick ass time on the tx tour adventure.

And today after sitting at best buy for 2.5 hours, my email is working again.

Halle-fucking-lujah!

The pic is from my first trip into a Hooters. Vince led us there and the rest of the guys at the table were already there with Alex.

"all the times you've hung out with us and you've never been to a Hooters?!?!" -vincent

Yeah, he was kinda shocked at that fact. Haha!

<3

test

Seeing if this fucker will finally send email again

Putting on to take off

So tonight i glued on some fake nails. Then painted them a burgandy color. I didnt like it. The feel or that color on me. My left pinky was having the most awkward feeling.

I ended up pulling them off before getting in bed.

Got a message from good ol klemm today, assuring me of the fun times to be had next week. Also, seeing how im holding up and telling me that if im down, then there will be plenty of cheering up. :) he's great at lifting spirits, even when he may not realize it.

I went to the dr today about my shoulder, seems there will still be a couple more months before i can do anything at work. We'll be working on strengthening my arm and shoulder now.

I also got Joker pez dispensers today. Theyre pretty rad.

Im out for the night.
Oh, and neighbors are back, but they havent turned their net back on yet. Grr, haha.

latahhhhh

You're killin' me Smalls!

So. Still havent gotten my belt buckles. And since the neighbors still arent home i cant get to the site and find out about my order. It needs to be here before the shows, seriously.

I need to do a few things before next week. Clean up my room, make that tee for klemm his size, get all the stuff for them together so i dont forget any of it, hopefully make dave mcwane's shirt, and a couple minor things.

Man, only 8 days. Im super stoked. Going to probably have physical therapy that morning, then pick up Liesa from the airport, drop some of her stuff off at my house, then head to texas.

We're going to drive to dallas that day and then drive the rest if the way to houston the day of the show.

Too bad i dont have solid connections in the dallas area so we'd have a place to stay, but oh well. Maybe with it being mid week and having AAA discounts will lean in favor of our wallets. :)

Well, im off for some sleep and whatnot. I have work 11-8 and a Dr appt about 1, should go pretty well, seeing as how im doing really good at p.t.

Oh and i got some nice shots of mt. Rushmore sent to me earlier from Jessica. Twas very rad. Im glad her and her gma and kids are having a good time. :)

Check ya later.

Highlights

No, not the kid magazine. But there is some fun.

I got the little kicking Joker from a cereal box today. Yesh!!! I was so excited i jumped up & down in the photo lab when i opened it and saw him in the cereal haha.

I also need to stay away from the fabrics dept. For a while. I found a bolt of 1 dollar per yard fabric that has dios de los muertes type skulls and lightning bolts on it and bought the whole thing. Its a dark grey type base and the designs are in black. I got 19 freaking yards.

I think i can get about 2 jackets, a dress and some other things out of it. Its quite a lot so i can make a ton of stuff.

My belt buckles still havent come yet so im pretty irked about that. If they dont get here monday, im going to be pissed.

My phone doesnt seem to want to do internet a lot lately. I keep getting a '403 Forbidden' page. Ugh. That and the neighbors still arent home so booo for no internet.

I think thats pretty much it for now, huzzah.

sparks

Went to el reno and hung out with Jessica and her kids. We went and watched fireworks they were shooting off from Lucky Star Casino from her cabin.

Some people were setting them off there too.

Then went back to her house, had some enchiladas. Saw her grandma, whom i havent seen in a number of years. Was nice.

Headed home. Now just sitting here watching tv.

The 16th cant get here soon enough either. I cant wait to pick Liesa up then head off for our texas adventure. Get to see the fellas too. And jack, john, possibly ms. Kate.

I think im also long overdue to go swimming haha. Its been years. Save for the hot tub chillin i did in cali last year. But that wasnt swimming.

Catch ya later.

Under the sea!

Found a Flounder hat in the break room today. Yeah, its funny. :)

Melting!

Um...happy fourth!

Im stuck door greeting in lawn and garden until 8. Im fucking melting.

Heat and humidity here is effing ridiculous. I bought a galon of water to have something to drink. I dont need a heatstroke to happen. Although it feels like it.

Later im prob going to el reno to hang with jessica and her kids at the cabin and watch fireworks.

Ugh, back to melting...

peechures

Theres one of doctor who figures and such, too it for ms. Lynn.

And there's Scotty, i love that cat.

And!!! My new Joker bobblehead! Omg its so awesome! Mom got it for me, i saw it and she said it could be my birthday present haha!

Karaoke night

Karaoke is rad tonight. Jessica and rico are here.

We're noticing that theres a guy with quite large arms. And its one that knows it and likes to show it off. When he went to scratch his nose he totally flexed his bicep. BAHAHAHA! And he manscapes...i.e. Plucks his eyebrows.

Oh man ive missed the mad hangs with jessica.

Now we're flexing our woman boobs in fun order to mock. Oh man. Hilarious.

I'm probably going to sing soon. yesh

Eye of the tiger

So, physical therapy is almost done. Just have stem and ice down left.

Later, im going to karaoke at hudsons. I know jessica will be there. Possibly rico, not sure 100 % quite yet.

Anyone else is welcome, although at this early point, i don't believe anyone reads this haha.

So, to my current imaginary readers, thanks.

And these shall get more interesting...esp in 2 weeks when Liesa gets here and we go see the fellas. Hells yeah for tour!!!

mmmm

I love diet coke. And testing pic sending...

Ch-ch-check it out! Test blog on the go settings

mmmmmhhhhh

TGIF

Thank goodness its my friday at work. Even though it listed me as not scheduled. But there was no arguing when i asked michael to clock me in. Boring work. Havent gotten my belt buckles in the mail yet either....booooo. Oh and i realized that id left ALL my cards i.e. Drivers license and bank card. At home in my pirate pants. If it wasnt for my stupid brother being an asshole. But anyway.

Break is pretty much over, so i need to go back to work. But here's to hoping that i get home without complications haha.

emizzail

Checking to see if this works well coming from phone email....